One thing I know about myself, for sure is that I could care less if someone feels the same way I do in terms of my problems. Every now and again, it does feel good for someone to say "yea, me too!" but in the end I just want answers. I don't usually chose the people I talk to about my problem based on them relating to me, but rather someone who will give me insight on what the heck to do (MOST of the time). Don't get me wrong, I am very self sufficient with my problems, but sometimes it's fun to not do the thinking for once :-)
Anyways, why I'm writing is not because of the previous paragraph (pre-ranting I guess...ha!), but because of a certain male. Let me start off by saying I LOVE my male friends (I also love my handful of female friends too, but this post isn't about yall). I can probably go for hours talking about females (and other males for a select few) with my male friends; things they do, things they don't do, etc. They put it ALL out there and most of the time, pour their hearts out. Now, while I am happy to be that person they confide in, WHY can't my boyfriend tell me how he 'feels'?! I have the HARDEST time reading his feelings (in anything...not so much me...thankfully), so I have to pry which ultimately becomes the 20 questions game. It's always, "I don't care" or "What ever you want". Now, I know most females would LOVE hearing this, but it pisses ME off. I WANT you to care and it's NOT what ever I want, cause if you're miserable and it IS what I want, you'll make me miserable with you! Perhaps I just make things difficult because I don't just want my way, I want our way. However, being with me for almost 2 years, wouldn't you think he'd catch on by now? Nonetheless, I do give him his props for dealing with such a "not so typical" female, but I would LOVE to not have to play 20 questions.....
comments??
Anyways, going to bed...work sometime tomorrow :-)
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